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The dream celeb - Ep3 " Is this falling?"

  I am anxiously getting ready to see you.   Apart from the sexual tension I feel real feelings are surfacing. To me, the energy and the connection we somehow have been experiencing is everything, but I’m afraid this could never actually work.  I’m leaving, baby. I’m leaving and you are staying, so tell me… if there’s anything going on, how would this even work?   I’m putting on an oversized white t-shirt with big red lips printed in the front, a pair of denim skinny jeans and some sneakers on. I’m guessing we’re going out in public, comfy and practical is the best option, for me. My hair is up in a messy bun and I’m feeling fierce. This excitement is different. I’m not looking forward to sleeping with you this time, but rather to spend quality time with you. This worries me, in a way. What are you planning? I won’t deny I am curious to know your plans for us.   It’s exactly 11am and I am standing at your door. Should I make time? I was too punctual, I feel. I d...

The dream celeb - Ep2 "The moment of shame"

The silence is killing me. You’re no longer touching me; you’re just laid there staring at the ceiling. I get up quickly and pick up my dress off the floor placing it in front of me and I run into the bathroom. You nervously sit on the bed while I leave the room.   What am I doing, what the hell is this. Oh my god, this is so embarrassing…   You knock softly on the door, three times.   -         Hey… Are you ok?   Your voice shows concern. In the heat of the moment, it all seemed to make sense, like it was meant to be, like we’ve known each other forever but now… now we are standing in separate rooms, and no idea what to tell each other. Questions flood our minds as to what this all meant and how we move on from it.   -         Yeah – I open the door – I just… I should probably go.   I slip past you looking for my underwear composing my hair, rushing to leave, because I can’t seem to have...